i know i got issues, but you're pretty messed up too.

okay, so in recnet days i have done much but work, so i havent been bloggy, but as you can see below last night i did see GA who can sure put on a show!

in other aspects of life, its all been art and french- but as of today THEY. ARE. OVER.
YES!

thank the lord.

today has been a good day :)
also, barkers hugged me and told me that nothing i do for the Lord will be wasted!
isnt that lovely? :):)

anyway, must go chillax. laterz!

the promise i made, promise i made, is starting to fade, starting to fade....

DO I NEED TO SAY MORE?

AMAAAAAAZING ;)

i remember, living that dream.

1. When you were a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
probably a vet. i always loved animals. then i saw one of those farm programmes with a vet in it, and a sheep gave birth and it was all slimy. :S the dream died that very day.

2. What have you done in the past week to help someone else?
erm? i held the door open a few times :) lol. i dont know.

3. Who is the best-dressed person you know?
hmm... i must say, i always like what lisa k wears. :-) brilliant gal.

4. What is on your nightstand?
a lamp, a photo, an ipod dock, a book and probably a couple of clips. how exciting.

5. If you were a cat, what kind of a cat would you be?
i would like to be one of the big fat persian cats, that just look at you like, 'what the hull do you want? I'll move when i want to!'

6. If you lived in a house surrounded by acres of trees, what particular type of tree would you want flourishing on your land?
er...well i do like cherry blossom trees, cuz when the petals come off it looks like snow. but no one gets cold :)

7. What do you find to be very overrated?
skins, and sometimes bands like coldplay.

8. How many email addresses do you have?
one. j.c.fisher@btinternet.com. mail me ;)

9. Have you ever felt replaced?
yes.

10. Would you rather watch football or rugby?
rugger. simply because i like saying rugger.

11. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
my dog, yeo.

12. Name a lyric from the song you're listening to.
ooh, yay.
' i remember when we were driving, driving in your car,
speed so fast i felt like i was drunk.
The city lights lay out before us and
your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder
and I had a feel that I belonged,
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone.'
Tracy Chapman, Fast Car. great song.

13. What is your favourite thing in the world?
love. everytime, hands down.

14. What chocolate do you always leave in the box?
i dont like nuts. so i usually leave about half the damn box.

15. What would you do if you found out your best friend got engaged?
well tbh id be quite surprised. but otherwises, yay! what a stupid question.

16. Do words hurt you?
yes. don't they hurt everyone?
whoever wrote 'sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me' was very lucky. or naive.
17. Are you a talker or a listener? Is it ever possible to really be both?
I think you can be both. I think Im a bit of both. It depends what mood Im in.

18. Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
yes, although i couldnt really be more specific right now. i cant remember. a particular occasion.

19. Who is your favourite athlete?
kathy hetherington. YEO!

20. Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
I'll guess Friends. but many many things.

that it? okay.

forgive me, first love.

aloha my friends,

aha, it is the end of saturday and ive just remembered the clocks go forward like, now.

this makes me a little sad because I DONT LIKE BEING TRICKED INTO WAKING UP EARLIER.

sneaky daylight saving ninnymuggins.

lol. in all other areas howevz, this weekend has been dine and fandy, dunky hory.
to celebrate this occasion i will tell you 4 things about myself!

and i will make them interesting. IN FACT, ill give you a boring , typical 4, and then an action packed, never seen before 4. lol.

*snore...*

1. i have two brothers and a sister. we dont really fight, which is strange. i also have a lovely dog. ill leave a pic of him up.

2. i like pasta. i just ate some as a snack.

3. my favourite colour is blue/green/ maybe purple sometimes.

4. winnie the pooh used to be my favourite thing EVER. i loved going to my grans house cuz we got to watch it lots and lots. :D

'WOW, thats unheard of info!'

1. i know its the classic 'NEVER DO IT' girls situation... but i once read my friends diary. and by once, i mean more than once. maybe i read it cuz i was shocked people still write diaries. do they? i dont have one. to be fair though, i am talking to the internet like theres people there.

2. i often worry that ill never get married. like all the time. lol, im not asking for pity- i just always worry my perfect 'life plan' wont happen the way i expect. i dont really like surprise.

3. i was proper scared of the dark til i was like 13. i just dont like being all vulnerable, especially cuz im in the dark when im about to sleep, so im unarmed and i dont have my glasses on= BLINDNESS. not good if theres some murderer in your room like.

4. i used to be the one that never ever cried. like i remember sarah asking me in p7 did i EVER cry? did i know how? because i never cried when i like fell in the playground or got hurt emotionally (as all p7s do lol) but really. i dont think i ever cried= in front of people that is.

but now?

i think i honestly cry everyday. more than i would like to. and im not even counting good tears.

im a wreck. :)

and there you have it for today guys. you lucky ducks.

it is 3 minutes before the dawn of a new day. im off to bed.

ciao! xo

this girl, she can draw, she can paint

im listening to big jamesy morrison as we speak/as i write, and thats why ive titled this blog with his beauttt lyrics.. but come to think of it, it matches my day too.

you see, the joys of the GCSE= my art exam is on thurs/fri... and i figured i would stay in and get to work. and so for the last BILLION hours ive been in my cold garage painting a scene of central park and breaking my back.

now im inside and eating anything i can find.

what a life i live.

soon i will get my face out of the biscuit cupboard in order to put HOUSE in the doovde player. laura gave it to me a 9 last night, and im five episodes in. boxsets are the only thing keeping me sane.

in the last like... month, i have watched the ENTIRE of ugly betty series 1, gossip girl series 1, gavin and stacey 1&2, satc series 1&2, and now im onto house.

oh dear.

caspy says hello. i wish my life was as simple as his. then again, he cant see higher than 30cm offthe ground, and he doesnt have poseable thumbs.

bittersweet.

with these things there's no telling, we'll just have to wait and see..

okay, so today= a level choices, and this = what do i choose= what do i want to be= what course at uni= where= what is good enough= what about grades.

dear oh dear oh dear.

this is taking up a lottt of my brainpower....

the big choice also,

DO I....
choose what i think id really enjoy, but isnt highly thought of uni wise AT ALL,
OR choose the one im not sure about, but would get me further uni/lifewise?

:-S

this is a thinker.

thinkthinkthink.

off to do more thinking, if my brain explodes this was good while it lasted guys,

g'night xoxo

i'm winning you with words because i have no other way.

sunday is postsecret day.